I was not up to writing yesterday as I was very tired. I hung out most of the day as the girls ran errands and then last night, Briley and Addison went to their grandmother and aunts house. I am grateful for that as last night was really upsetting and long. I'd taken something to help sleep and it was not working and I was wide awake at 11pm. I went downstairs because I could not get comfortable and did not want to wake Jen. Within minutes of going downstairs, I was in the bathroom throwing up. The feeling of being ill is always around and i'm already so tired of it. It was impossible to get comfortable or even feel good and I drifted in and out for the next few hours. There is this burning in my body that I don't see going away for a while and it makes me sick. Everything tastes and smells bad and I wonder if people can smell it on me? Briley had a friend sleep over on Friday night and I stayed away as I know how tought it is for kids to be around anyone sick. This was a nice kid who stayed at the house and I don't worry that she would go back to school next week and make fun of Briley because I am sick. That would be all we need is for Briley to feel ashamed or upset over this. It's unavoidable that she will see me getting sick and I think that will be hard on her.
So, I'm not sure what the rest of the day looks like. I expected to go celebrate Jen's Mom Birthday but after last night and knowing what the Dr told me about where my body is, it might not be a smart move for me to be out.
I'm still thinking about work for a little while tomorrow but it will depend on the 945am Dr appointment. I need this shot to boost my white blood count as it's contributing to me feeling so tired and sick.
Hopefully, tonight will not be as bad and I can get some sleep.
77 days......
Sam Williams
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
Days 6 and 7
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Hey Sam,
Ted sent me your blog link and I'm glad he did. I'll be keeping up with your treatment and recovery. Why should Lance Armstrong have a corner on this gig?
It was just over a year ago that I got diagnosed with prostate cancer. So I had it removed in early January and am pretty much OK except I am no longer invited to the Playboy Mansion to covert with Hugh and the bunnies.
You should have taken me up on a side bet on the NFL Pool, Sam. I'm way down in the standings and only the weekly picks allow me any chance since I am pretty much out of the full season race.
I'm encouraged by your attitude, Sam. I now you'll be fine so next spring we can hit the links again. If you have any $$$ left after your insurance co-pays, bring it to the course. I'll take care of the green fees, of course.
You can always reach me at the company e-mail (jholland@firstam.com) if you want a side conversation. It sure looks like you have lots of support from your family and friends and you can count me as one of the strong ones in the latter category.
Regards,
John(Daly) Holland
Hey Sam,
I've read your 1st week accounting of your experiences and am thankful to know how the week has progressed. You are certainly engaged in your treatment and educating the rest of us. Great news from the MRI and recovery. I know of 3 special girls who are blessed by your strength and commitment to be there for them. Then there's the rest of us who think you rock too! Keep that sense of humor close, it is immediately where I go when I think of you. Drop me an email at fbrugman@nat.com if there is ever something I can do to help, if Jen needs a friend moment or the girls need 3 more girls to chill with. I need no notice. Please count me as resource and friend hoping to help.
Be well,
Faye
Man your spirits are high, I'm really glad to hear that. I got inspired by your blog and created one for Beth and I. Here is the link http://justinandbethie.blogspot.com
I don't know if I'll keep it up like yours but I'll try.
I am thinking of you everyday and I love you.I am sorry that you are starting to not feel well yet, we knew it would possibly be a part of this process. Put on your headset and let your music take you away. 77 days to go.
Much love always,
Heather
Sammy,
I am so sorry... Your hopes and ours were so high and until now you seems well enough. I think it must have been you attitude that made me feel that just maybe it would not be too bad.
But we all knew that they could not continue to pump all that stuff in you without there being condequences.
I wish we could help in some way or do something that would make it better or easier for you. I know you will call when there is something we can do.
I look forward to my afternoon with the girls tomorrow and seeing you even for a minute tomorrow night. I love you.
Mom
Hey Sam,
It was great seeing you Saturday for a few. Considering what is being pumped into you, you looked great. I had a blast with the girls, Hannah was so excited to play with her cousins and as always, I loved having them. We missed you yesterday but Mom toasted you right in the middle of opening presents. We love you and we think about you everyday! I'll see you soon, I have something for you.
Love, Julie
Hang in there Sam, we are all here for you, anything you need BUT sorry about the World Series tickets, I tried so hard...
Thinking of you and your family everyday.
Jaymi
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