Day 64

I am at the oncologist office waiting to meet with Reznick before starting treatment. I can not define how I currently feel as I have about 5 percent excitment about this being the final round and 95 percent dread about having another round to complete.  It's like entering the 4th round of a fight with Mike Tyson (circa 1986 not 2007) and knowing I am not going to throw a punch and will stand there taking a beating. Does that sound like fun to you? Ya, i didn't think so.

My hair is just starting to grow back and now I will get Etoposide again and it will kill the hair. One question I have for Reznick is the timing of full recovery and being back to normal. I feel about 80 percent today and think another 2 or 3 weeks would get me back to normal.

He is on his way into the room and i will write later.

20 days left......
Sam Williams